A Box of Joy

Thanks for the box.

I'll get diabetes, not sure from the candies or something else.

Sssshhhhhhhhh...! Don't tell mummy k?

The Spin

October 18th 2009

I waited the sky to turn bright and the sun to rise so i can drive home. After the toll, i stepped on the oil pedal, thinking of the expensive petrol i just filled in last night, glancing at the speed meter that almost reach 100. I came to realize that it just rain, the road was wet, i should slow down.

But it was too late, before i stepped on the break, the car already started spinning. That moment, i could only remember i was stepping the break as hard as i can. I knew i hit something, but i didn't know what i hit. The next thing i remember, the car stop spinning and slowly stopped in the middle of the road. I pulled the hand-break, and got out from the car. I saw cars coming from opposite direction, checked the car and saw big scratches, i didn't know what to do.

My hands were shaking as i was pressing the double signal button. Strangely, the 1st person i called is her. Maybe i was thinking that she is not far from the accident. I called my brother next, but he couldn't come because he was at somewhere else. The last person i call is him, the car owner. I didn't understand why, maybe i was too afraid of it.

There was this nice uncle asked me to move to the side of the road, telling me how dangerous if i were to stay in the middle of the road. I slowly moved the car to the bus-stop. I was so helpless. I didn't know what to do. She came, not long after that, laughing and smiling to me. How i wish i can just hug her and burst out crying, but i didn't. He arrived after that. I could see how worried he was. I almost burst out crying but he told me "is ok, accident happens".

I guess i was too scare to cry, too panic to cry, too terrified.. until i reach home, trying to get some rest. I started praying and this time i burst out crying. Called my mom and told her about that, crying like a baby over the phone.

*I am actually really lucky. I want to thank God for protecting me from harm and danger. For those who really love me and care for me, i want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart i really appreciate it <3

Awake

Didn't sleep well. Found myself awake at odd hours.

It's way too odd. I should be sleeping like a baby now.

Perhaps some milk and Flinstones cereal can make me sleepy =D

*nom nom nom nom nom

I have no idea what's bugging me. I don't even know what is the reason i couldn't sleep.

I shall do work then T_______T

our 'Angel'

Call me heartless if u want.

I cannot remember the date he passed away. I do not know today is his 21st birthday.

What i do know that he is a great guy, a good friend, a brave fighter, a sweet loving person.

I miss him, we all miss him.

Apologize

Sorry is a very powerful word.

Sorry is a word i say often.

Sorry is a word i hate to say.
Sorry is a word i hate to hear.

3 layer tea or 3 layers tea

I am currently addicted to this drink. 3 layer tea or 三色奶茶.

The bottom layer is 'Gula Melaka', the middle layer is milk and the top layer is tea. Stir well before you drink it. The aroma of it make the tea taste really really nice.

Most of the mamak and kopitiam in malaysia have it. If you haven taste it, try order it next time =)

Jalan jalan & makan makan

Dear diary........

Done with all the assignment =)

Went out with eileen to catch a movie in Sunway ( been ages she last visit there ) 

Had some korean food which was quite alright. Takoyaki was yummy =p

Some nice aloe vera drink which cost a boom, not worth drinking, it taste just like justea. JUST LIKE JUSTEA. Korean rice cake with vege and red sauce. The sauce was spicy, sour and sweet, we both like it. While the rice cake ........... it taste like 'mua chee'.

Went shopping for a while and spotted some really really really nice bag which i really like. Eileen bought a white 1 for herself. I will try to starve myself and save some money for it T__T

Had some dessert before movie. Mango, kiwi and strawberry, mmmmmmm..... but the ice was not as smooth as the 100 yen one. 

The cinema was really creepy and dangerous (to me). It was slanted like a stadium type. 

We watched '17 again'. Funny =D

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Went to Alamanda for dinner and some donuts.

After fasting meat for so long, Nandos was really fantastic ! 

I love their tomato sauce. I almost finish the whole bottle of it =p  

Tata people.