Friday, February 19, 2010

Julius The Monkey'


Paul Frank's
official site is so cool ! I just found out that the monkey is not Paul, not Frank, but Julius! I am loving this 'Worry Bear' in their animated videos. Even their radio rocks!

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Rusty


The only thing i did for Chinese New Year, i sprayed paint the rusty garden lamp posts. So much for Chinese New Year. I didn't do much though, i didn't clean up, i didn't decorate. i didn't bake (but i wish to) i didn't help much at all. Oh i didn't do much shopping, how weird. I really don't want to celebrate it, i just don't have the mood to celebrate it.

Can someone please spray paint my rusty heart? Can i at least spray paint my own rusty heart?

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Rest in peace Sze Chieh ar-yi

God, please sent this msg to my dear ar-yi.


I've been looking and searching the whole morning for the suitable quote. I found nothing because none of it can really describe my feelings. Is painful and hurtful to watch you go. But is all for the better, isn't it? God wants you back to his side.


Just few days ago, i watched u lying down unconsciously in the ICU. Everyone burst out crying when they first saw you. I didn't cry because i know it will be painful for you to watch us cry. Pingping was there too ar-yi, she brought you flowers. Khai told me to talk to you. I regret that I never talk to you. Seeing needles and pipes everywhere around you, i mean all over you, i was afraid to hold your hands, afraid that i might hurt your fragile hand. I gently touched your fingers and talk to God instead.

Boyboy called me the other day, he told me that you might not make it. I was stunned for a while. All these while, knowing that you were actually dying but i still have the thought that you will make it somehow.... stunned... so speechless. I cried finally. Helpless and hopeless.


You've been nothing but a very generous, helpful, kind, caring, understanding, loving and the list go on and on. Everybody likes you, everybody sayang you, everybody i know loves you !! My heart is still aching when Popo told me some stories when you were young just now. I still remember how nice you treated me when i first started college. You let me sleep on your bed while you slept on the floor. Ar-yi, where is your bantal busuk? Come visit my dream if you want it, i will ask uncle about it and burn it for you. I feel so sorry that i never attend your wedding dinner. I feel so guilty that i never have the chance to thank you. Thank you for being there for us when we need you. I am so sorry that we were not there when you need us. I am very sorry that we couldn't make it to your funeral, but i promise, the next time i visit you, i will bring you laksa.



Ar yi, we will try our best to help and take care of your baby. We will sayang her. Rest in peace ar-yi.


Monday, February 8, 2010

Chinese glutinous sticky rice cake (年糕) with coconut flakes. Delicious and very fattening. School holiday will be ending soon. I want a white Chinese New Year. Gaahh… I have to wake up, is not Christmas anymore.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Wimpy wimpy



Weeeeeeeeeeee! Wimpy books for wimpy me.
My mom is extremely generous when it comes to buying books. She let me buy any books that i want because she thinks reading is good =)

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Heartache

He is no longer leaving on the jet plane, but my life.
I've hurt him too much.I don't deserve to say sorry to him.